Scared is an understatement

Posting anon because I’m not sure if someone we know is in this group.

My daughter was recently diagnosed with leukemia and started treatment a few weeks ago. We’re finally back home but it’s definitely a long road ahead of her and us. She won’t be done with treatment for 3 years and by then she’ll be 5.

I’m posting because her dad and I were trying to have another baby but decided to hold off. I even called to set up a consultation to have my tubes tied or removed. Well now my period is late and I’m hoping it’s just from all of the stress. I’m going to get a test today.

I’m just so scared and stressed. We have been trying for a year maybe and we honestly gave up before her diagnosis but we sealed the deal after that. I just don’t know how I’ll handle all of her treatments and surgeries while carrying a baby.

Just needed to vent because I know our family (or mine at least) is going to judge and I’m not ready for that