Left out in a friend group ?

I’m realistically just venting as I am trying to understand why i feel this way . I’m in a small friend group as it’s really difficult for me to make friends especially female friends .For the last couple of months - the other two girls in the friend group have been hanging out a lot and will send me the pictures of them hanging out together . Which is fine - I love seeing people happy and making memories . Sometimes I just wish I could be included too ?

Today Bailey sent me a picture of Marsha’s child sleeping . They’re off on an adventure . When I realized that , I decided to go take myself on a date and just take my mind off of things . Maybe im over thinking it here - I just feel so left out .

Honestly I could use the outings as my uncle just passed and I don’t want to think about it . We also work together and at work they’re always together , but when I come over to attempt a brief conversation the energy seems to change ? I’ll often spin around and walk away to let them enjoy their conversation .

We’ve all been planning things like friend picnics , holiday fun , wine nights etc and it feels like they’re the only two that get to reap the benefits of things . Like i said I would love to go shopping with them to go look at or purchase clothes . We all complain that we don’t have enough lol - yet they’ll go out and I’ll be at home …

I do not know you guys … Tell me im overthinking things .

@Avery - I do try to branch out and nothing has come of it yet . I figured they were more comfortable with one another since they connect more on certain topics . I’m just here … I have tried hanging out with them both on desperate occasions and get canceled on last minute or the day before …

Honestly , I think I’ll just stick to myself . 🤷‍♀️ it’s the only way to avoid hurting my own feelings .