TW!!:Pregnancy + Depression

I am in the last few weeks of my pregnancy, & the last few days have been the hardest. the pain I’ve been in is unmatched. I just feel alone & that the world is spinning around me and not with me. I feel like a complete burden to everyone including myself. I’ve not suicidal thoughts in over a year… this dark place just feels darker and deeper. I need prayers, I need scriptures if you got them too. I am sorry if this is not the place for this but I really have nobody. It’s just me & my kids.