Disabilities and hit a lot

Hi ladies,

I'm a 32 and a young mum of two beautiful children ages 10 and 1 years. They are the apple of my eye and keep me going every day, almost 10 years ago I took I'll, weakness in my right side and drs though at first I had a tumour on my brain and within 30 mins I deteriorated and then rushed into hospital with a suspected brain bleed. I had a scan and was diagnosed with hemiplegic migraines and it's one where I suffer stroke like symptoms, paralysis, vision disturbance, I'm on epilepsy medicine, I had a car crash in 2017 which left me with Degenerative disc disease, which was caused by the trauma of my belt and being in stationary.position, I am on pain medication, I have SVT, my health has gotten worse.over.time, I'm awaiting a MRI of.my.back as I lose sensation in my leg and arm. Stomach. 3 weeks ago I lost complete.feeling in my little toe and part of the side.of my foot. Awaiting to go to drs again, they are worried about a bulging disc or compressed nerves, they have also found that the lump in my neck is two of my neck bones and their worried about the damage it's doing, I have got to call my specialist.up to get my MRI book for elsewhere as it's should have been done in may. I have also been told I need a brain scan to ensure.its nothing is going on with my brain..I work part time,run a home and look after my beautiful children. I broke down today as I'm mentally struggling and feel like such a failure to my kids. I'm worried about the possibility of surgery etc and any permanent damage. I have had people say I'm superwomen and shouldn't be hard.kn myself. I don't know any sites or support groups where.others suffer with what I do. I generally feel like I'm useless to anyone and everyone. I am at such a low point and wish I had people who understood what it's like or knew what it's like to have disabilities and still proceed to carry on