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Your holding onto him because the move was traumatic and he was the one good memory your brain decided to keep
Holy Hail Mary
I moved from California when I was 7 to Texas and had to leave everything and everyone behind.
Since moving to Texas so many traumatic events have taken place in my life, but having the end goal in mind to get back to L.A. has always gotten me through the struggle.
One of my favorite memories was this cute boy named Roman in my 2nd grade class. We were boyfriend and girlfriend and just about inseparable.
Being so young, we lost contact after the move, but he never left my mind.
I know I could be being silly because it was 2nd grade, and God forbid it, but he could be with someone else by now or even have children.
It’s just…after all the crap I’ve been through and the bad relationships I’ve had here in Texas, he’s always been who I believe in my heart I’m supposed to be with.
I guess I’m just posting to see if I could get some advice on what to do with myself.
Especially being that I feel so trapped here in Texas and while I’m hoping he does, Roman may not even remember me.
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I think you’re probably subconsciously wanting to go back to a time when you felt safe, which was the same time when you knew him, so your mind is conflating the two. I don’t think it’s about him at all, I honestly think you just need therapy. If you want you could look him up on social but I don’t think it’d do you much good.
Hi girly. Out of respect .. That was 2nd grade. How can your heart still be stuck in 2nd grade ? Stuck on the love you had and shared in your second grade life era. You were only 5/6 if anything my love You need some healing. Ask God to heal you in certain areas because it’s too overwhelming for you. The least you can do is talk with Jesus , just how you did here. Also I’d try to search this man up on all social media platforms with high hope. Reaching out to him and connecting communicating would make you feel much better whether he has a life with responsibility (kids/marriage/family)or not.Just to say hi and ask how he’s been and telling him how your heart has been feeling.
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