Miscarriage

I had a miscarriage back on September 16th. I knew that’s what it was and after I stopped bleeding a week later took another pregnancy test and it was negative. I was unable to go to the hospital to be seen for the miscarriage because I didn’t have anyone to watch my kids without saying why I needed to go to the hospital. People that did know said I should still go to the prenatal appointment I had already set up to make sure everything checked out ok so I did. That appointment was October 17th. I was sad knowing I had miscarried and work became harder since I work with babies but it didn’t hit me too hard until the doctor confirmed it. I cried the whole way back to work that day. I didn’t even want to go back to work. I knew I miscarried but there was just something about having a doctor tell me I miscarried that broke me.