Line eyes 😔

Just wanted to come on here and get out some feelings.

We’ve been TTC again for 11 months. Every month I tested and it come back negative. But every month I’d have that moment of, “squinting eyes”, trying to figure out if I’m seeing a line or my eyes are playing tricks on me.

So I decided a few cycle back that I would hold off testing until I missed my period. This month I was having a few odd symptoms, so I decided to test a couple of days early and now I’m just wishing I’d held out. Seeing that negative is just as gutting if not more 11months in. 😔