Feels good but so bad

I Hooked up with this guy who I hated a few week ago and decided to cut it off for good bc he wasn’t trying to maintain the bond it was annoying a part of me wants to have sex with him again bc idk he makes me feel good like okay me nd my bf at the time had broken up nd he had been hitting me up , like I jus said fuck it nd gave into my desires , ok a lil background on the guy I hate we started off as friends went to crushing and then like finished as enemies and now we’re fuck Buddy . Here’s the thing I feel more comfortable fucking this guy because he’s more open to suggestions and kinda more focused on me getting my needs met while sex with my ex bf is really okay but he doesn’t take suggestions on how to make me feel good, he takes it offensively and then it’s always like sex with him , it’s like he gets his while I don’t get mine. I only have two options because I’m not trying to spread myself out to bad I know it’s wrong to have sex with a guy ur not supposed to/hate it feels so good and right I can’t explain it. I don’t know what to do , because one makes me feel emotionally Good while the other one makes me feel sexually good

Don’t judge we’ve all been in hoe stages in our life