Yeasty cooter

I was planning to hook up with this guy yesterday I kept like gatekeeping my body. Like being like no and saying I don’t wanna do stuff, I kept giving in. It’s weird because we had smoked it went from us smoking to him wanting to do stuff , i had told him in advance I had a yeast infection yk ,throughout the night the energy was on and off like he would be really nice but really mean he ended up trying to get me candy he said he didn’t trust me so he didn’t get it I had just said no. I had felt bad bc I rejected him the whole night although I did want to stuff I have extreme sexual anxiety because of certain situations and like I felt so bad … I wanna redeem myself at the same time I feel like im fucked . Because so .. here’s what happened what made him really like abandon me and our link , so I showed him my vagina and my discharge was discharging I did want him to finger me. Here’s the part I show him my vagina he looks at it , he’s like oh .. I’m like what ? It gets awkward and I’m like what’s wrong he says my discharge is gray but when I looked at it it looked regular. And then he hops in the front fucking seat and is like let’s get you home ..then he has to park a few spots from my house and he goes on a rant about sexual safety and stuff ,I jus feel so awkward and bad he hasn’t texted me or talked to me… yea I showed him my yeasty Pusey I don’t know how to fix the situation and y’all he asked me to punch his front light bc it wasn’t working ( sorry if wordings neurotic , I wanted to end on a funny note)he was understanding he was being hot and cold about it and it takes me a while to get turned on so we spent the night jus doing foreplay nd I gave him a lil bit of head he didn’t finish idk why I feel so bad ,it’s like he’s judging me but he’s not and it’s like we’re both comfortable around eachother he scratched his balls infront of me it’s so awkward he said he needs time to recover