Shamed for being overweight

Just ranting, but hopefully someone can share ways I can lose weight… fast.

I used to weigh 165 a few years ago and back then people would call me fat, but now when I look at my pictures from back then, I don’t know why I believed them. My arms were so skinny, I had the perfect body.

I weigh 195 now and just recently got diagnosed with PCOS. I’ve tried dieting and working out, I even started taking myo inositol. I lost about 10 pounds, but didn’t see a difference physically.

Everyone seems to have an opinion about how I look, even though I never ask. I can’t just tell everyone who says something that my weight is due to PCOS. Why do people always need to say something? I’m feeling so depressed and like I’m useless. No matter what I do, I can never look good.

I’ll be out with people and one of them will say either ask me about my eating habits, comment on my weight, or say something about the way I look. It’s exhausting… I’ve completely stopped dressing up how I used to, especially around certain people, because they took away my confidence. Yet, now they wanna ask why I never wear certain cute things.

Seems like no matter what, I always hit a dead end.