is missing being pregnant a thing?😭

so i just had my 1st in 2020 and my 2nd in 2022... i been sad lately and down because idk why i miss being pregnant.. having my babies in my stomache was the best feeling i ever had .. feeling them move and kick💔... idk why but i been crying lately and down... i cant eat right or just wanna be alone in my room whats wrong with me...... i just want to be pregnant forever with my kids... it went by too fast i regret some things too i should have tooken more pics, should have gotten ready more and ready to give birth i was looking like trash and homelesss before birth because i was scared and couldnt concentrate on gettig ready and dressed... 😭 idk am i the only one going through this? like do u ladies miss being pregnant because u felt beautiful and powerful u were holding a baby in ur stomache... i keep having dreams too that i am pregnant again but with twins😞😞 but of course i dont want kids for awhile either i had tramatic experiences for both pregnancies... but i didnt care .. :/ it just went by so fast 😞😞😞😞💔