Don’t want to get my hopes up

I took these test an hr ago and when the results came up, all clear as day, BFP, no other lines. I haven’t been able to go back to sleep and I’m still holding out hope, so I looked at them again and think I see a very faint positive in each.

I’m 16 DPO, no period yet (2 days late) and a few symptoms…are those faint positives or is it just my eyes deceiving me because I truly want this more than anything with all my heart? (We’ve been trying for YEARS, I’m in my late 30’s, no kids)