Not sure what to title this “is my vagina normal/healthy”

Okay so i had my gynecologist visit earlier In the year had a Pap smear prior, std screening, blood work. everything was clear but I don’t know I feel like vagina looks weirds and feels weird like off and I worry that it’s like a prolapse waiting to happen or something, maybe Its just in my own head 😭 because tbh I never look down there or feel around. my periods have changed in recent years thou i did ask and was told periods change as you age. but every time I feel around or actually look 👀 I think somethings wrong I can’t find any good research online I guess I’m asking how can I figure out more information about what a normal healthy vagina should be. I don’t want to spend more money seeing a gynecologist if it’s not something to worry about I am due for a Pap smear next year.