No Christmas baby… :(

I just need to vent. I had taken a test a few days ago and thought I saw the faintest of faint lines. I was so hopeful that this was going to be the month and that I would get to surprise my hubby and finally give my four year old her “big sister” shirt as a present….no such luck….I had a stark negative this morning. 🥺 I tried so hard not to let it get me down today but I feel so sad. Someone described it as an “immense grief for something I never even had.”

I’ve waited so long and am so ready to another baby in our lives. Next month maybe.

Anyways….I just needed to get that out. Sending baby dust to all you lovely ladies and hugs to all those who are in the same boat today. ❤️