Anxiety about new baby

For weeks I’ve been so over being pregnant and then I just realized I’ll have to miss taking my 19 month old to his playgroup tomorrow because I have my 39 week appointment and then I realized…… we’re going to miss all of our activities for a little while and it made me so sad that I was actually in tears (hormones are killing me). I love our time with just us two, we have a set routine and he’s like my little best friend, now I feel like I’m just throwing a big wrench in everything. Idky im feeling like this I haven’t felt like this in months. Anyone else?