I have now officially been pregnant 4 times in the last 12 months. Three back to back to back miscarriages. I'm so anxious over every little thing. I am not even convinced this one is going to stick. I will be 4 weeks tomorrow and I am still convinced I will wake up and my tests will have faded away to nothing... again. I hate that recurrent pregnancy loss has made getting pregnant so unenjoyable... I just want that moment of happiness when seeing the two lines, not this deep dread and fear of losing it again. On top of that, my hcg is low already... I am crossing my fingers it rises by Thursday. And my peogesterone is still a little low even with supplements. I am half convinced it is already doomed to fail. Does anyone else relate? Anyone have success after several losses?