-a husband who doesn’t respect me or trust me

-having to eat standing up in the kitchen of my own home

-having to work from home in my bedroom on my bed even though I have an office space

-having my expensive ESA dog being “trained” by my husband to be aggressive and now bites and is unruly (he is still very sweet and silly but husband tries almost daily to make him aggressive)

- having my husband use the money from the sale of my late 👼 mother’s home and loose all but $13,000 of it in the stock market in less than 3 months. RIP mommy bear.

-having said husband LIE ABOUT IT, hide and manipulate

-having to pull teeth just to get the truth out

-Having said husband snap on me for no reason randomly.

-unexplained STD (cured now, but because didn’t have a test history clinicians can’t confirm whether it is new or carried in from the beginning)

-having a husband that will move 4 individuals into our 1bedroom apartment with little disregard to me even though I make more money.

-having a husband who would rather rape me in my sleep than ask for sex

-then be so impatient with my trauma healing considering I have been raped int the past b4 marriage.

-being ignored and disrespected in my own home.

-living amongst roaches! Which is idk, comfortable for my husband but no one should have to live in such conditions.

-having to do literally everything

-having a husband who will jump at the chance to help someone else but I am never worth the time effort or a glance away from the screen.

I have been faithful. I have been supportive. I have uplifting and helpful. I have been forgiving. What have I done to deserve this? I’m tired. And after this last stunt with loosing nearly and entire 3bedroom house to the stock market and keeping me in the dark, I see that I have to look out for ME. 2024 it’s times to get selfish by any means necessary. Long rant and there will be more in a poll.