Miscarried and never knew I was pregnant

I’m 22 and about 3 days ago now, I had severe cramping and after a doctors visit turns out I was pregnant and may have had a miscarriage. The crazy part is I never even knew I was pregnant. I had blood clots come out of me and amongst it, I saw what would have been my baby. Looks to be about 8 weeks. My partner and I buried it but I’m more heartbroken than I would’ve imagined. I never wanted to be pregnant so young but I’ve been crying non stop for days. We live in a conservative neighbourhood so there’s no one to even talk about this with so my partner and I have just been suffering in silence for our loss. I feel crazy because I’m sad over losing something I didn’t want but at the same time it was mine and I still love it.