can't seem to let go of my baby daddy ... we keep running back to each other cuz i just don't wanna be a single mom and alone but i can't be with him cuz he cheats on me and doesn't treat me right he treats me like shit not even a girlfriend doesn't buy me anything or do nothing for me. or the kids either he's a deadbeat but idk why i just want him there so everyone know that we are still together but we aren't ...... how do i let him go and just act like he's dead .. right now we got into an argument and he left went to his mommy's house. i live with my 2 kids. 3 year old and 1 year old... are kids are small. he doesn't give them money or me money for them. idk why i just wanna hold on to a useless guy i just don't want to see him move on with someone else which he moved on with some girls already behind my back.... why do i like getting played and want him back?????? whats wrong with me ..?!!??😫😫😫 i deserve better !!! how do i get child custody and child support .:: how do i make him be dead to me and be gone from our lives? why do i keep getting him back . we don't even have sex so idk why i'm doing this to myself i guess i like to hurt myself keep hurting myself