Advice

I had my baby girl Jan 9th I’ve been catching myself be emotional as heck crying and idk what to feel or how I feel I just cry. Idk if I’m getting depressed or my anxiety acting up. I feel guilty and just bad for my 5 year old. I’m currently off work and my husband is going on leave as well and I can’t help but to stress financially we live in CA so we get help but still.. I’m just overwhelmed am I the only one feeling like this??? And is there anything I can take vitamin wise etc