So I know it may b pathetic but I just need to vent and really don’t have anyone to vent to. I just got out of a relationship about 8 months ago. I thought this guy was going to be my husband do life with me. Well he was so insecure and let’s just say he would go through my stuff, track me, tell me really mean things like all I deserve is a fuck buddy or that I wouldn’t be a good mom , a whore , slut , u get it . He was so hyper sexual and would not take no for an answer. He would force me sometimes.. I would wake up there he was touching me and once even put his thing in my ass while I was sleeping horrible … after years of that plus more I decided I couldn’t do it anymore. Ever since I have been finding myself again and along comes this guy he’s like awesome we have fun e thing is ok .. he has a job a career seemed to like me. I did it with him turn out that’s all he wanted only reaches out to me for that so now I feel even worse. I just brush it off and told myself I didn’t need to be with anybody so I just don’t bother to give anybody attention . Then I meet a guy again I mean i never had such a connection with someone so fast we legit would go out everyday. He would call me txt me make plans with me. Again I wasn’t opening up and stuff we had a convo about what he told me he’s not gonna hurt me he’s gonna do right by me. He was ready to date someone marry them which I found great to hear since I’m 27 he’s 30 unlike the other guys he genuinely didn’t seem like an ass. Well I was wrong yet again he just stopped messaging me out of nowhere the only different thing we did was go to a bar where I did get tipsy but so did he. I’m just so sad not for the guy but idk y men do this like y lie and not just say hey is not working out.. now I’m criying with low self esteem due to my es the other guy using me and now him ..he’s probably out there with someone else and I would never know why he did this Men r the absolute worst really..