I’m 10w2d today and I am just not excited about this baby at all. Little background…my son is 5 years old and this is my second marriage. My husband and his wife were unable to have kids, went through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>, etc so he is over the moon excited. Me, I feel terrible saying it, but I’m just not. My son is at the age where he is pretty much self sufficient. No diapers, potty training, getting up at all hours, etc. We were out of the baby phase and now we’re starting all over. I also worry about how my son will handle things…he’s used to being an only child. My ex and I have joint custody, so he’s with us every other week and I definitely don’t want to neglect him or make him feel less than on weeks he’s here. He’s used to us playing with him and him being the center of attention. I’m trying to be happy—we had our first ultrasound the other week—but I’m just not there yet. I’m the one who gets our son dressed, feeds him breakfast, picks him up from school, bathes him, takes him to appts, etc. Now I’m going to have two—when baby is born, a 6 year old and newborn to do all of this for. Can anyone relate?

*edited to add: the pregnancy was not planned