How do i cope with knowing now how he feels about me?

So I met someone absolutely amazing good dad. Person. Has his shit together incredibly strong... the relationship started off okay but got too rocky and chaotic too soon.

He used to have my back financially and if he needed anything , as he was my man and treated me like such but after going through alot of his own turmoil the relationship changed.

We don't talk much unless I intiate the conversation but I have to keep it going.Theres not much effort on his part.If I need help he just gives advice he doesn't try to help anymore but what pissed me off was when

He wanted to see me but at 1a knowing I'd have my kids with me. I felt like that pretty much showed me what he thinks of me and how he feels about me.

I'm having a hard time coping as I loved this man thoroughly ... what do I do? I just keep thinking like wow this is how he sees me now. If I'm going through he won't help me but sees no issue wanting to come over at 1a..

I turned him down but I feel worthless.

Help... @VH: I said i turned him down. I didnt like that so i stopped that right in its tracks.@J:THANK YOU. that and i turned down the booty call bc i know im worth more than that. The fact he tried me like that hurts alot.@Casey: he was going through alot of issues there was death involved( trying not to say too much) but i feel that changed alot. I did try to talk but it went nowhere.