TW: LOSS/BFP

I’m not sure if you guys remember me but I am the daycare lady who loss my son shortly after birth in October 2022.

Shortly after me and my fiancés relationship went down hill. We decided to call it quits the day after our sons first birthday, it got physical once he told me “im surrounded by death, everyone around me dies, and he needs to get away from me before he meets the same fate.” We have businesses together however so we stay in constant contact.

It took us two years, 5 rounds of clomid, and two miscarriages to conceive our son. Fast forward to today. I’ve been talking to a guy for about 3 months now. I like him. He does well for himself and he has a daughter from a previous relationship. He also has a son who passed away at 24 weeks in-utero from FAS. So we bond over that.

I just took a pregnancy test this morning because I was two days late. I had no feelings of being pregnant, I just took it as a precaution. Yall I’m pregnant. And I don’t know what to do because my ex who I have businesses with will become very spiteful. I’m sure he will try to find away to cut off some cash flow from me. And when he finds out I’m almost certain he will get physical again.

Although I’ve only been dating the guy for 3 months, I want to keep my baby so bad because I feel like this is a blessing from God, a do over, my rainbow baby. And this is the same month I found out I was pregnant with my son two years ago so I feel like it’s meant to be. What do I do? Any advice is appreciated.