Feel like an idiot

So I was seeing this guy for about six months. I honestly don’t know what to say. He got me pregnant. He said he didn’t want anymore children because he had three already from a previous relationship. He claims he takes are of them on his own and the mom is not around, but they are still friends. So when I told him I was pregnant he lost his shit ended up telling me to get rid of it (of course I’m not). I wouldn’t be about to live with myself if I did something like that. I stopped talking to him and blocked his number. A few days later his children’s mom text me saying all this stuff about him and saying if I choose to keep the baby he won’t be there. How she wished someone would have warned her about him. All of that was weird to me. She said that her and him were friends and that she’s been in a relationship with someone else. At this point idc who is telling the truth or any of that. I’m just pissed that he turned out to be exactly the type of person I felt he was. Now my child will have to grow up without a father while he’s apart of his other children’s life. Not asking for advice. Just going through a lot of emotions.