Breastfeeding Baby #2

Has anyone had vastly different experiences with breastfeeding the second time around? With my first it was a horrible experience, my daughter could latch but wouldn’t swallow unless it was out of a bottle, and it absolutely destroyed my mental health for the 10 weeks I tried to stick with it. I’m really not sure if I even want to try with baby #2. I feel a responsibility to at least give it a shot because of the health and financial benefits, but it also seems extremely daunting based on prior experiences. I’d love to hear some advice or perspectives from other moms who were apprehensive about breastfeeding a second baby!