6 years of trying and this?!

I’m very sad today. I’m not sure who to talk to or what to say. I’m pretty sure this one is a loss. I had an appointment to get my blood draw today and tested with the slightest shadow of a line but considering it a negative. I don’t know how to go to work with my head held high like nothing is wrong all the while just waiting and knowing that any moment I’m gonna bleed.

After 6 years of trying with no successes, it finally happened…only to immediately have it ripped away!

If anyone has stories of success after this or encouraging words, please comment. I could really use the hope today. Thank you!