Just need to share with someone🥰

Me (23) and this guy (27) have been seeing each other for 2 months now and it’s going amazing☺️ I told my mom the other day that he makes me feel like I don’t have to worry or be on the defense, I can just be a woman🥺❤️ He’s such a gentleman! Last night he spent the night again and we finally had sex for the first time😌🙈 When I say I’ve never felt so comfortable and relaxed.. omg. In my past relationships it goes like this: we make out, I give head, have sex, done. Last night y’all.. we were watching a movie and he was laying on my boobs cuddling lol. He started rubbing his fingers over my pussy very lightly through my shorts.. next thing I know he’s eating me out😩 (I can count on one hand the amount of times I’ve been ate out and it’s NEVER felt like he was making it feel😍😭) But y’all, he ate me out so long I actually got to cum 2 times before we had sex!!🥰 Afterwards I sucked his dick until he told me he wanted to be inside me😌 and before I got on top he was so sweet about giving me reassurance and letting me know to take my time and go at my own pace😌 (he’s way bigger than my past relationships and he knew I was a tad bit nervous about trying to take it😅). At first, I’m not even gonna lie ladies.. I was struggling to ease down on it🤦🏼‍♀️ but he started sucking on my nipples and telling me how sexy he thought my body was and next thing I know I’m taking every inch for him😭😩 After he finished, we cleaned off and he put it back inside this time in missionary and let me cum again😌 I did panic and feel embarrassed afterwards because there was a little spot of blood on the couch and when I went to pee there was blood on the toilet paper as well (just pink, like spotting). I’m assuming that won’t happen once I get adjusted to his size??😅

I know this is long and probably tmi but I feel like I don’t really have any girl besties to give raunchy sex details too so I thought I would just use this like a journal lol.. Best sexual experience of my life!! And I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have him☺️❤️