30+2….and counting 😓

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FTM here. Feeling bored, and anxious, and ready for time to really kick off. This whole pregnancy has been a blur so far. So much has happened, so fast. But this final ten weeks is killing me. My doctors office lately has been full of postpartum moms who are already getting to hold and snuggle their newborns. The way they just effortlessly know what their baby needs and just how to care for their baby was amazing to watch. I’ve done so much prep of what I need to have before the baby gets here, but what do I do after???? I can only imagine how different things are gonna be once we’re both home and settled in, but no one’s said what is supposed to happen at that point. My life will officially revolve around this tiny human that I’ve never met. When do I feed him? When do I put him to sleep? How often do you bathe one of these? Does this mean I probably shouldn’t plan on leaving the house for a few months? Did everyone just know exactly what to do once their babies came home? What are some baby life routines that you Momma’s have put into place, and how did you get back to managing life?