My due date

Today would (March 21) would have been my due date. At 16 weeks I lost my baby. After I went through that loss I was destroyed. But I had to keep going for my other two I had. It’s been such a hard day today. But I know I’m going to get through this. I don’t think anyone else in my life really knows what today is but i do. I’ll never forget my baby. I don’t want to say move on cause I feel like that means forgetting but I don’t know what would be equivalent to that. Thank you for reading and allowing me to vent freely.