Ectopic Pregnancy

Hello everyone,

I just want to vent and talk about my current situation.

This was my first pregnancy and everything seemed to be going great (I had normal pregnancy symptoms and had no symptoms of an ectopic pregnancy). Yesterday (March 20th, 7w6d) I went in for my very first ultrasound and my husband and I were soooo excited. We saw our sweet baby, heard the heartbeat and we were over the moon (we had been ttc for 15 months prior to this). We then went back to talk to the dr and she came in and told us this was a non viable pregnancy and baby had implanted in my right fallopian tube. We were absolutely devastated and in shock after just seeing our perfect little baby. We had to go home, pack our bags and head back to the hospital because I was at risk of my tube rupturing. I just had my surgery this morning (March 21st, 8w) and the dr removed baby and my tube. They tried to save the baby so we could see it and say goodbye but there was too much damage and baby was so small that they weren’t able to. My dr also confirmed that I do have endometriosis on top of everything else. She was also in shock that I wasn’t feeling any pain or had any symptoms because it would’ve been a matter of days until my tube ruptures. I just feel like my life has been totally flipped upside down and I am really not in a good place mentally. My heart is just absolutely shattered and I don’t know how I’m ever going to come back from this. I am so devastated, lost, hurt, sad, depressed, angry, the list goes on and on. The only comfort I have right now is knowing that our sweet angel is in Jesus’ loving arms 🤍

I know it’s so fresh but I just need some advice on how we are supposed to get through this and if we will ever be able to get pregnant again.

These are the only pictures we have of our sweet Zion Hope 🤍