5 week miscary

Hi guys,

I got my blood work done at 5 weeks Monday March 18th and noticed my hcg levels were at 159. I felt it was very low compared to my first born child so I was already worked up but the Nurse calls me to notify it looks good and to come back in a week to see were levels are at then.

Well Next day I started bleeding, not heavy but bright red blood small clots here and there and about 2-3 quarter size clots total for a week.

Come to find out I was miscarrying as my hcg would drop throughout the week I was bleeding. Monday 159, Wednesday 91, Friday 28.

Nurse calls Friday to confirm it’s most likely miscarry but I feel it was failing right away to start since my numbers were so low to begin with.

It’s very depressing but wondering if anyone out there has experienced something similar and what did you do. I go back today to get one more blood test but I already know the answer and feel there is no point to getting any more bloodwork done. But it’ll be good to know if I’m zero range right?

My doctor said to was 2-3 months to try again but would it be bad if I accidentally got PG again before a normal period happens. I feel empty and lost where I want to connect more with my husband but I don’t want to risk anything either.

Just feel embarrassed and upset about it!

Sorry had to vent a little as well.