I just need/want to vent.

I LOVE being a mom. I LOVE being a wife. I love having the opportunity of being a stay at home mom. I just feel lonely. I feel like I don’t contribute enough financially. I don’t have my hobbies. I don’t know my self outside of being a mom. I don’t go out. I have no friends. Like I have friends but I don’t. I’m a military spouse so we pack up and leave. I had some friends but we moved. I no longer feel pretty. I no longer get pretty. I wear leggings and oversized shirts (my husbands) everyday even in Summer. We’re also about to move once again and we may be only staying there for 6 months to a year if he passes his test at the end of April.

I just want to feel like me again. I want to have friends again. I want to love my self again.