5 months since last AF and still BFN

Courtney
Been TTC since December last year with my fiancé. My last period was in June, 2 trips to docs and 5 HPT later and still not a clue what's going on, having blood tests in couple weeks for horemone testing, feel so alone because no one knows we are trying for a baby so haven't got anyone to talk to, I'm 22 and I think my friends would be very judgemental as both my close girl friends have had abortions as too young etc even tho similar age, so hard to take as one has had 2 since I've been trying and it breaks my heart, sorry ladies for my little rant