TTC/Loss Vent

Although I was scared our first pregnancy would result in a loss, I was almost certain that because it had taken over 2 years for us to get our first positive test that the universe would take mercy on us and we would never have to experience a loss. Our baby was lost at 6 weeks and 2 days and I thought it to be so cruel to only let me carry my baby for such a short amount of time. Every period is a kick in the face. Every time I go to the bathroom during the TWW I hold my breath and beg the universe to be kind. I’m so tired.