I am so anxious over this pregnancy. I had other babies before but my last two was really hard for me specially the last one, I had hernia repair. I also had like almost 75 veins removed because there were so big and they were hurting and then after that I had two more surgeries so when I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ego it hit me hard. I am so grateful but am also afraid I would go through the something again and it’s making really anxious.