Ectopic

I had surgery in March for an ectopic, it was really an emotional roller coaster. It went from pregnant-thinking it was a miscarriage-pregnant-we don’t know where it is-omg it’s ectopic and your tube ruptured. It was a long six weeks up and down until I had gotten surgery. They did both a D & C and Laparoscopic, and I ended up having my right tube removed due to it bursting, and losing blood.

I am happy to still be here with my family and my kids, but man. I really am still sad. I wanted (and still do) a little baby. I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant… with my history of miscarriages and now an ectopic I’m scared to even try again.

Total pregnancies- 7

Living children- 4

I guess I felt a sense of community here with women who have also experienced it. ❤️