Please don’t be twins!

Quick vent: Okay long story short my boyfriend has gotten two other girls pregnant yearssss ago (both unfortunately miscarried) and they BOTH were going to have twins. I go for my first scan in 2 and a half weeks and I’m absolutely terrified that I’m going to see twins on that screen. I simply CANNOT. Obviously, if it happens it happens and we will make it work and love and cherish them both. But SHEW I really don’t want that to be the case. We were TTC for 7 months so I’m very blessed to have gotten pregnant especially so soon but I just don’t think I could handle it!!