Boyfriend plays around and calls me ugly

My boyfriend always plays around calls me ugly calls me a thot always bringing up my past and it’s driving me crazy I keep telling him I don’t like when he calls me ugly he says he’s just playing baby blah blah I don’t fw that shit it took me years to feel as if I’m beautiful. He gets mad when I try to get cute I can tell because he gives me the silent treatment or plays around and calls me a thot I’m such a this and that .

I love him so much but this is making me feel shitty about myself