He loves going fast in his new car (90 on the freeway) which is normal I guess for some places, but it freaks me out as I’ve had a terrible traumatic car experience on the freeway before going at high speeds (I wasn’t driving). So I tell him slow down!! And he gets sooo annoyed with me and tells me to close my eyes and go to sleep. I have anxiety especially on the road so it literally makes me enter panic. After telling him again please just stop!! He begins going “whoohoo!!!” And goes up to 100. I immediately begin sobbing to myself because there’s nothing I can do, I feel helpless. I could hear him start laughing…. Yes… laughing. Then he slows down after laughing to himself. Then he said. “ are you seriously crying? “ and I ignored him and that was it.

I haven’t seen him since that day and am seriously considering leaving him. I just cannot be with someone who doesn’t care for my life.