I went through my husband’s cell phone and his Apple Watch . To go through his messages and seen he’s been talking shit about me and bringing up private conversations between him & I . I’m highly upset and sad because not only am I his wife but the mother of his child. We’ve had a longgg history of issues between himself and me . I’m not perfect in no way shape or form. I have done things that I understand may have caused some issues. I’m trying to mature and grow up. Nobody is safe from maturing daily no matter what age you are. I seen texts where he said he “rizzed” a cougar . And then spoke on me moving to the state HE LEFT for without me and his daughter … as a mom you’ll do anything to make sure your kids are good. He’s a good dad but an awful spoiled man. I don’t want her to grow up without him around . Even though he chose to leave. Anyway, the friend called me a damn stalker . And said oh what if you have a girl over and you’re eating her out he’s gonna say oh she wouldn’t pop up.. wtf kind of shit is that to say ? This man literally told me he wanted to divorce but we could still be friends or boyfriend girlfriend 🤣. Man I must really be an idiot or not shit for him to even think of me like that. Smh so sad . Am I crazy ? Any comments on this.