50/50 on TTC #4

One day I’m completely all into going for #4…the next day I’m like oh wow I like how it is now…or I’ll have days when I’m completely flipping back and forth in the same day. Has anyone gone thru this teeter tottering? Struggling to commit either way. Husband is very go with the flow about it. If I choose to be done, how do I cut off these feelings of wanting another?

I’m going to post in the general. I don’t want to upset the TTC group since most are still trying for their first.