And I gotta figure out to talk to real people at Medicaid last time I did I kept getting transferred to scammers one told me I had full coverage one told me I haven’t had insurance since 2011 I was barely turning 10 or 11 then another one told me I still was on pregnancy insurance but had no idea I even had it I really wish my mom was here to help me I wish i didn’t have to figure this out all on my own I don’t know who to call I don’t know who to talk to my husband doesn’t give a fuck he helps figure stuff out but he gets angry to fast and end the call soon as we get somewhere we need to be and then hangs out we don’t wanna tell anyone til we know it’s gonna be okay but I don’t know what that’s gonna be and I don’t want to call insurance again and tell them I’m pregnant again but then have to call back just to tell them I’m no longer pregnant I have so much hope from this pregnancy I just don’t feel pregnant I don’t really have symptoms besides last period peeing a lot my sense in smell definitely increased my boobs don’t hurt I was cramping on and off yesterday I just wish i had some help get all this ready I know my husband is gonna be better once we know baby is okay he just doesn’t want to waste his time on phone is scammers I told him or let’s drive to Medicaid then he said im good I said okay then don’t complain you ain’t got anything to worry about besides helping me and be by my side while I figure it out unless you wanna start paying out of pocket he started laughing I said exactly so if we gotta sit on this phone for hours then we sit on the phone for hours and you are not gonna complain you are going to be respectful to these people weather the real or not it’s 5:30 am and I’m just laying in the bath my husband on the floor next to me with our dog and our cats in our sink