I just need to anonymously vent for a minute. I’ve really been going through it and I’m struggling so hard in life right now. This year just feels like it’s out of a nightmare.

Since January 1st:

3rd miscarriage right before I hit second trimester

Developed a polyp after her, had to have another d&c

They were scared it was cancerous so it had to be tested. Came back clean luckily

Husbands truck broke and then the next week after fixing it a sheet of ice fell off a semi and shattered the windshield. All together with repairs and windshield $3,000

Ended up with bronchitis for almost 2 months

Got hit at a stop light and my car was totaled. Ended up having to pay $2,000 out of pocket to terminate that lease.

Grandma got diagnosed with breast cancer in both breasts had to have them removed

Husband and I split up after 6 years married 12 years together.

Friend and I exchanged feelings for each other (AFTER split) he then ghosted me and popped up with a girlfriend two weeks later and still hasn’t spoken to me in months.

My friends all pulled away from me because my life went from “0 to 100” and it was “to much” for them and they didn’t feel they had space to share about their lives anymore

Basement flooded and ruined a lot

Pool burst the same day

Garage door broke and had to get that fixed

Developed cystic acne randomly at 30 years old all over my face

I lost over 80lbs since last year and someone started a rumor that I was bulimic

Can’t keep up at work and been stressed so bad there

I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m in therapy but I’m just struggling so bad.idk what I did to deserve all this 😩