Is it wrong?

My husband has put me through so much. We have been through so much together, he's changed my whole out look on life he cheated on me with a younger girl that was pregnant from some other guy. I lost our first pregnancy, so we didn't get to experience very much together. But he experienced it all with her and for that reason and others as well I no longer wish to have children with him. My dream was to always Become a wife and a mother and I no longer wish to anymore.