I’m scared to test again been let down sooo many times 😭😭

Meme

I tested day before period and day period was supposed to come but test was negative…today I’m 5 days late and scared to test again😭😭😭my boobs are sore only in the morning..I have been feeling faint ish very mind cramps in pinching feeling in abdomen we have been ttc for 6 years so I’m sure you could understand my reservation with testing😭😭give me some motivation pleaseeeee 😩😩😩