Iui results so frustrated

Sept 20 went for my iui treatment 
​This morning i went got blood work done to see if im prego
​NOPE !!
​Sick of trying 
​And beating myself up bc im not prego hubby and i been trying 10 months 
​Sick  of seeing family members friends strangers get prego when they have one night stands or they dont want the kid 
​Again so frustrating !!