Say a prayer for me. . .

Tomorrow is my first 6 week ultrasound. I can't even express how nervous I am. I don't feel comfy discussing it with my partner. We truly weren't trying, it was a broken condom situation, but with all the losses i've had in the past, I could not see myself aborting a baby. Im high risk bc my daughter was a 26 weeker, plus the miscarriages prior, and age of course. I require a cerclage, but im still willing to travel this road. I am trying to just trust that I would not be tasked with more than I can bear, and whatever happens, it will be what it will be, but id still be sad regardlesss.