I cheated…. Again

So lately I’ve been really frustrated with my man of 5 years. And I didn’t mean to do it but he isn’t emotionally available like at all…. So I lost my job last week and caught up with an ex(we havnt tried anything in years) that lead to alcohol tears and then like violations of my relationship. We went through this before ( my man and I) worked it out. But last time was the same dude!

I don’t want to leave my man. I know I’ll never be with the home-breaker (he’s a whore). But I just needed to feel lime someone really understood me.

And he says the nastiest shit in bed and played with my 🍑🍩( I ain’t have that before)it was an experience. But it’s not good for any of us.