Had a really bad emotional night last night couldn't keep myself composed too much going on all at once for me the situation I'm in is not an ideal situation let's just say I will probably be single-parent I'm terrified and scared and all of a sudden now I don't know if I want to go through this...so many emotions running through me it's unbelievable... Completely fell off the bandwagon last night smoke and now I feel bad about it ...went to bed with a headache and puffy eyes I woke up with cramps in the front of my abdomen really hoping it's because I have to go potty haven't done a number two in a few days so I'm really hoping that's the reason for the cramping otherwise I'm still completely up in the air on what to even do.... Haven't even told my family yet trying to figure out how...